Life.
This one time at life.
So if you follow me here, you were probably my friend on facebook. And if you have noticed that I no longer friends with you, it is not because of you, its me. Ive been, well, dealing with some stuff. So one day I just completely deleted facebook, deleted some people from my phone, sort of...shut out everything.
Its important for me to be honest with people. To believe in people, but for those people to be who they really are. Not fake, to not take from others what they are not willing to give back. I think of my life as a garden. A beautiful garden that I let be overgrown with weeds. I was hiding in the weeds and the artificial beauty. But NO more.
Ive decided to take a more organic, involved approach at gardening. Ive cleared out the weeds. Ive made my gardening spot a little smaller, more manageable. But it is my garden that is going to be amazing!
Life is funny. Ive been down roads I didn't even know existed. Roads that have taken me to amazing places, some taking me right back to where I am from, and some that should have do not enter signs. But you never know how things are, whats around the next corner or over the hill. You just have to go. Thankfully enough I have be given the kind of spirit that loves to wonder, that is not afraid to ask for directions and is even willing to turn around and go back the way I was coming.
Im learning how to let go, let things be and just enjoy what I have. To not ask why I enjoy it or wonder when the bottom will fall out. Now if I can just concur my fear while flying, I will be set!
Im going to try and post here a little more than I have been and I am even considering coming back to facebook....we will see.
